Anywhere But Home

I still want to see you like a paradise,
feeling deeply
only a mention of affection by looking into your eyes,
the lighthouse is calling your name, now,
the rain comes down and crash into the sea.
Carried by the headwind you will go,
leaving me and our mother alone,
well, I don’t know…I’m running with my mind
trying to reach you and find,
rage and sorrows seems to change like old colors of time.
I remember how the silence of my past
brings me back into the violence of my loss.
There’s a picture in my mind where we were young
lay down to the fields of grain where we felt great.

Smiles and laughts are lost by now
while you’re getting to the stairs
and nothing change your thoughts.
You were full of your pride,
so can you sacrifice me?

I’m running with my mind,
I’m trying to reach you and find,
rage and sorrows are broken like colors of rainbow
and are unable to see your intention to love me again.
Oh, I know, I don’t know, I don’t know…
How I know?